..

well.. i feel sad.. my chingus are all in bad impressions on me saying im not taking the step to make a call to them..actually i sommetimes wonder why i didnt call them.. but i guessed they might hv felt like im bothering them n stuff.. they might argue that i didnt contribute in sending us to outings but its not like a never did.. i did send them to many places.. i wish i was more outgoing instead of being an introvert..it sucks to have the person you rely n trust to go behind you n badmouth about u.. i wish they said it out instead of beingawkward n acting like they dont know me anymore.. they said im oblivious to they could have figoured out i didnt realise i was acting like this.. i wish i could control my emotions much better n not to let my tears drop too easily.. i really want to be chingus forever.. i hope that my other close chingu is not brainwashed by the chingu.. i want to redeem myself n be like old times again.. i wish they would understand im not at fault always.. i do want to have some time for myself family and friends.. i have been a little stressed out from my ballet exam as i just couldnt find my emotions to the grade dances.. why is my chingu n helping me n i need her but instead she brought out all my bad n weaknesses.. i swear i didnt talk bad about the but instead defended her when she was attacked unless she was at wrong.. i dont believe im the only one at wrong this time.. i wish they understood how i feel.. the chingu was moving on too fast i just couldnt catch up.. i.hate.this.

My fate with Kyuhyun Oppa

Super Show 3 was definiately freaking awesome and daebak!!

But, it seems like my fate with Kyuhyun just stuck half-way.. :(
At first, when I got to the rockpitt, I was planning to stand at the right side of the pitt. People were crowding over the left side and my sister asked to move there but i insisted on standing there. Well, Kyu did come over to the right were I was standing... but he was not facing me :( It was like I got the chance to see him but just not perfect.. Well, I didnt mind staring at his butt xP but i was wishing for him to turn over and look me in the eyes, but it did not happen.

Another mishap, wait, scratch that. It was luck! :) when Yesung was throwing balls, I caught one!! It was yellow in colour. Later Kyu went to our side and start throwing balls! I caught his too!!! but it was also in yellow colour. To problem now is I just couldnt differentiate who gave which.. :( It was pure freaking luck to catch the balls they threw.. just that i dont know which one Kyu gave.. again, its like a chance, but just now there...

The last most dissapointing one, I missed my chance to touch Kyu... He ran down the pitt!! but i was only an inch away! I was destinied to stand at the right side but because i was running around the pitt, i missed my chance 2 stand at the front, and missed my chance.. Its like he's there, i got the chance, but just not fated to be with him...

well, at least the thing that cheered me up is at the very end when they were saying their last goodbyes, I scream like lungs out "KYUHYUN!!! KYUHYUN!!!". he was waving at the terrance people, and then he finally turned n gave the shocked-"ooh it's you!"-smile expression to me. My ONLY eye contact with my beloved bias evilKYUbaby. eventough i was abit sad.. i guess i sould be happy and be very lucky for being able to go to the concert.. choosing the right pitt and seeing them real close.

I love you Super Junior, and Kyuhyun!

3rd February

because there's too much to say, i couldn't share today on Facebook nor Twitter :P

Wednesday: A (supposed to be) very very happy day for me!

First,

My Nick Jonas and The Administration's album, Who I Am is out in stores!!!! Well, the release date in the States is 2.2.2010 but here it's today!! So proud of you Nickkk!!

Secondly,

Happy Birthday Magnae Kyu!!!! See ya in Super Show 2, March 20th!

However, I felt like there's something bothering me in this super-happy day.. I just don't know what was it exactly.. well, Farah helped me through and kinda figured it out:D thanks! Kamsahaminda :)

Nicholas Jerry Jonas, NickJisOffTheChain, NJATA, So proud of you baby!

Evilmagnaekyu, Drakyu, Kyuhyun-ah Saranghae!

OMJ! JONAS BROTHERS' NEW ALBUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lines, Vines and Trying Times!

I was at Ikano yesterday and i pass by Speedy and guess what i saw??!!

Well, obviously, I freaked out!! :P

"The album is out now?!! Its not even out in America yet!"

Soo i went head over heels.. :P

I asked the guy whether they have 'Jonas Brothers' album or not and he was like.. errrrmm hold on a minute..

( I think he tought I wanted their second album which is also called Jonas Brothers :P)

While I was waiting for him, I was freaking out even more, screaming in my heart!

Later, he was searching at somewhere for the album.. I was like,

"You know that album over there-'' *points at the poster*

''Oh, that album! Its not out yet.''

''Ooooh. I knew it. It should be out at June 16/17 for Malaysia :D No worries!''

Soo, I took pictures of me with the JB posters :D

I know I looked wierd.. Come on! I was freaking out!!

Don't forget to request 'Paranoid' and 'Fly With Me' on flyfm and hitz.fm :D

Don't forget to BUY THE ALBUM!!!!!!!!!!!

ShaneDawson

This guy from Youtube is hilarious.. :D
but the thing about him is his language.. really bad..
I wanna subscribe to him but he's not suitable for kids below 18.. lol

This is one of the vid that i couldn't stop laughing watching.. :D




Peace.Out.Suckars (see what this guy did to me)

Demi Lovato

I'm starting to like this girl..
My first impression of her is 'she can't sing!'
but, now i love her songs!! (hypocrite.. i kno..)


I think she is very very beautiful :)
She's making me like her punky style..
I wore dark eyeliner just because of her.. WTH?! lol

Demi.Lovato.Is.Beautiful

Twitter

What's so great about twitter??
Its juz a system where u juz share or say what ur doin..

And everybody is soo overly obsessed with twitter..
'Follow me on Twitter'.. that's what people always say..

WTH?!?